Camp Rock to no-go to GO....

Guess what? I'm going to our Malaysian one and only Camp Rock. At first was Camp Rock is no-go but hitz.fm called me on on Monday. My heart leapt for joy when they ask me for my address so that they can send it to Disney Channel so that Disney can send me all the details about the camp. I seriously can't wait to go. It's like a dream come true. I told my friends Alesa and Irene about that because they were beside me when hitz.fm called. I was in Alesa's house for a slumber party. Her mother gave us a lot of food to eat until Irene and I got so full. This is so much fun. I was so happy about it I get to go a music camp to get to know more about music and sharing with to everyone in the camp which have the same interest. I'm going to have a lot of friends there. They only choose 50 people for the camp. So...you need to audition to get in. I got in. Camp Rock is going to be the nicest camp I going to go this year.

Demi and Joe. Aren't they sweet together??

Nick, Joe, Demi and Kevin...love them lots...

Not only I get to go to Camp but I get to see my favourite host Azura Zainal. The girl who hosted Disney Buzz in Disney Channel along with Jien but sadly couldn't see Jien. Haha....i like them both a lot but only one of them are coming for Camp Rock. I'll get to see Suki the one million winner of 2006 who sings the Camp Rock song This is Me in Malay which is Siapa Ku. That is my favourite song in Camp ROck. She is really good and I like her. She is same age as me and I was hoping to meet and I actually going to meet her in October. I seriously can't wait. Everything is just like a dream but the only thing now is i hope that it won't fall on the day of my class. Please Lord I know you are kind and I really want to go to this Camp.

Jien and Azura my favourite host. ^_^

Suki the million dollar baby. Love her voice...wish that my voice is as nice as hers.

Haha....yesterday my friend named Amanda wants to record her voice to join in the contest to go Camp Rock. So....she sang the song "Start of Something New" and she needs a partner. So...it happened that Shim Rong was there so they both sang. Shim Rong was really good but as for Amanda she really has to practice more. All the best Amanda. Alex on the other hand loves the song "This is Me" he kept on calling me to play it over and over again . I gave him listen to my singing the one I recorded to send it to the audition. So...he gave opinion about it. I know is a little bit pitchy that's why I really need vocal classes. haha...so I need to train up my voice in order to make my voice better. Well....I'm a girl who really loves singing and love to use my songs to make people happy or maybe even draw people to the Lord if I could.

Presenting the Footstool Players.....

I'm happy that I went to my sister's boyfriend's church for service on Sunday. The footstool players were very good in acting and the theme and the story is awesome. Totally awesome. I wish that i could be one of them too. Haha...the theme is entitled "Crazy Little Thing Called Love." The play has two acts. Act one is deal with love, courtship and marriage, while Act two deals with family relationships. Each act is 55 minutes long, and there will be a short intermission between acts.

The cast and characters were Colin Kirton, Ann Choo, Jonathan Tan, Sean Low, Ee Soon Wei(these I know) Linora Low, Adrene Wong( These I don't know) They are totally awesome. I love the part that Colin Kirton acted as Billy the little boy. He was so cute and kept on asking Jonathan Tan who acted as the father of Billy. Haha...it was so hillarious and I couldn't stop laughing. This little Billy is an adopted child and he kept on asking his father that do he love him? The father told Billy that he loved him. Billy seems to don't understand. He thinks that he do more good things then he would be loved. Haha....i think i better not give out too many secret out because this cannot be said out. Haha...if not then it is not great anymore. You all should go and watch it. There having it again in the Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre (KLpac) Pentas 2. They are having it on 6-8, 15 Nov 2008 @ 8.30pm, 8-9, 15- 16 Nov 2008 @ 3.00pm. Tickets: RM 30 adults/ RM20 students, senior citizens and disabled. Tickets on sale from late September, Check www.klpac.com. For more information on Footstool Players, visit them online at www.footstoolplayers.com. If you don't want to pay I guess I'll have you check which church they are going next.

Anyways, I'm glad that I could see Colin K., Ann Choo and also Jonathan Tan. It's been a long time I didn't meet them. I gave Ann Choo a hug while Jon and Colin a handshake. And we talk about everything about the how we are and what are we currently doing. We just chatted and laughing at each other. Ann Choo asked why is my leg is still the same as last time. Haha....it reminds her about RBS which i got my leg sprained. A clumsy girl i guess. Haha....I miss RBS and my RBS friends too. I want to meet them. I'm waiting for the next reunion. Hey....GUYs when are we going to meet???

Tagging .....^_^

Tag Rules:
1. The rules of the games get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their name, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them to know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time = 11:11pm

Name = Desiree
Sisters = Yes
Brothers = Yes
Shoe size = 5 to 6
Where do you live = Sri Impian, Brickfields
Favorite drink = Watermelon juice
Favorite breakfast = Cereal and sugar biscuits
Have you been on a plane = Yes
Swam in the ocean = Yes
Fallen asleep in school = Sometimes
Broken someone’s heart = Ya
Fell of your chair = Yes! :P
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call = Yes
Saved e-mails = Yes
What is your room like = simple
What is the last thing you ate = Tempayaki
Ever hadChicken pox = Yes
Stitches = No
Broken nose = No
Do you believe in love at first sight = No
Like picnics = Depends
Who was the last person you danced with = Shim Rong during BBQ nite
Last person who made you smile = Alesa my college Buddy =P
Today did youTalked to someone you like = Yes
Kissed anyone = No
Get sick = Nope....but i sprained my ankle
Talked to an ex = No...i don't have any boyfriends before.
Missing someone = Yes.
Best feeling in the world = Hoping my dreams will come true.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals = Yes
What’s under your bed = Nothing
What time is it now = 11.20pm

RandomQ:
is there a person on your mind right now = Yes
Q: do you have any siblings = Yes
Q: do you want children = Yes ...and i hope it would be twins which is a boy and a girl
Q: do you smile often = Yes
Q: do you like your hand-writing = Okok loh
Q: are your toes painted = Yes
Q: whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in = Nobody's ...I love to sleep on my bed
Q: what colour shirt are you wearing = Black
Q: what were you doing at 7.00 yesterday = writing my blog and customizing my blog
Q: I can’t wait till = I'm chosen to be in Camp Rock
Q: when did you cry last = During CF Camp got stung by a wasp.
Q: are you a friendly person = Yeah...I love being friends
Q: do you have any pets = No
Q: where is the person you have feelings for right now = Somewhere over the rainbow...
Q: did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now = Not really
Q: do you sleep with the TV on = No
what are you doing = Chatting with friends and watching videos on youtube.
Q: have you ever crawled to your mother or father = Yes
Q: can you handle the truth = I'll try.
Q: are you closer to your mother or father = My father
Q: who was the last person you cried in front of = CF Campers
Q: how many people can you say you’ve really loved = let's see....no idea.
Q: do you eat healthy = Dunno
Q: do you still have pictures with you and your ex = I dun have a boyfriend so is a no
Q: have you ever cried because of something someone said to you = Yes
Q: how often do you go to church = Every week =)
Q: if you’re having a bad day, who are you mostly likely to go to = Friends
Q: are you loud or quiet most of the times = Loud
Q: are you confident = Depends on the situaTion
Q: 5 things I was doing ten years ago . . . (1998)- That time I was only 9 years old... loves singing and joining singing peformances that are held in school. watching favourite cartoon on tv, playing computer games, chatting on ICQ.
Q: 5 snacks I enjoy- Super Ring, Twisties, Chacos, Potato Chips and Cheesels
Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:- Give to the poor, Give some to parents, Buy a house,Travel with parents, try to pursue on my dream ( go for vocal classes)
Q: 5 of my bad habit:- Talk Loud- like to sing wherever i am- Sometimes selfish- Lazy ....i dunno lah
Q: 5 places I’ve lived in:- Brickfields, Mentakab, Cameron Highlands, Fraser's hill, Genting Highlands
Q: 5 people tat u tagged:- everyone who wants to be tagged

What an unlucky day....=(

Okay, first unlucky thing that happened to me was I sprained my ankle and I need to walk 20 minutes to school which takes me 30 minutes to walk. Another unlucky thing is Mr. Moey canceled Moral studies last minute. Poor Jian Shi. He had to go all the way back which he had only stayed for fifteen minutes in class and he had to go back because of Mr. Moey last minute information of cancelling the class but actually I'm happy too lah. Dun have to go for the boring class mah. Anyway, luckily that I have group meeting with Wai Khoon and Rachel Dass today or else I will just waste my time in college doing nothing. Wai Khoon, Rachel Dass and I started giving ideas of how we want to do the story for our arts and drama. Haiz...so many assignments to be done. Afterthat, Rachel Dass, Charis, Wai Khoon and I walked out to grab something to eat as our lunch but for me is brunch because I didn't have breakfast in the morning. I ordered curry mee while Rachel Dass and Wai Khoon ordered Yong Tau Foo mee and Charis ordered Wan Tan mee. We chatted among ourselves about what is going on in college.

Then, afterthat and after class was canceled Alesa, Irene, Rachel Wong Yin Qing and I planned to go to cheras to check out the orphanage but Alesa's mom was not free to fetch all of us so we canceled the plan. Alesa went back home by the monorail and there was left Irene, Rachel Wong YQ , Ms. Jamela and I . Ms. Jamela ask us to help her to paste the booklet with the written paper. It was quited boring actually. But anyway I love helping out and it seems that it's fun to spent time with Irene and Rachel WYQ. Wish that Alesa was there with us doing the thing together and i can't wait for the sleepover in Alesa's house. Haha...Monday come faster.

At 3pm Rachel's father came to fetch her and Irene and me back home. Thank God, that her father could sent me back or else I'll suffer to walk back to my apartment. Then, at about 4 pm I went to mid-valley with my housemates, Ashley, Diane and Wendy. We went there to buy grocerries but before that we went to MPH to see books. I saw two Camp Rock books and I read the second book of it.

It is talking about a special producer named Ress Riley who was Jordan's i think he called him manager. Haha...anyway...Tess is always the one wanted the spotlight and she told Caitlyn that she and Lorraine wrote the song entitled Ambition which is Lorraine wrote the song by herself and wanted Tess to sing it. Tess wanted Ress to pick her to be the next superstar. Caitlyn wants Ress to make her the little producer while Mitchie just wanted to be with Shane which was dissapointed with her actions. She tried to explained to Shane but Shane seemed to refuse to listen until the end of the story he said he was sorry to Mitchie because he actually sang a duet with Jordan. Connie, Mitchie's mum was promoted to be the cooker under Ress which made Mitchie really happy. Tess was trying to pleased Jordan with her charm and Jordan seemed to like that. Haha...anyways. going back to my unlucky day.

Guess what I accidentally bought two camp rock CDs. this is crazy....one is malaysia edition and another one is from US. Luckily, Alesa wanted to buy from the Malaysian one if not I'm going to be so broke. Haha...

I can't sleep...

What's wrong with me today? I woke up 4:30am....can you imagine that? I can't sleep back already and I dunno why. Is it because of the part that I ruined my dream again? or is it because it is really hot? Come on is not a big deal Desiree. It's just a camp. Go back to sleep. Well...I hope that I won't sleep in class today. If not I really get into big trouble. I chatted with my friend Shaun from singapore yesterday. He says that not to worry about the thing and I still have the chance. I gave him the link to my song on youtube. which is this...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONj9QTlBsEY and he commented it. He helped me too by telling me that not to pronounce you as chew.....haha...when i listened to my song again it was so funny. He is totally right. I sang chew and not you. I really need to work out with my vocals. Haha...I 'm really happy that my friends support me and so do my sisters back home. I just wish that my dream will come true one day.

I've ruined my dream....

Why am I so stupid to pick up the phone on the lift? Missing my chance of becoming a rockstar which i really wanted to. hitz.fm called me today. I just hope that they will call me back because I really want to go to a camp which is all about music. I love it when i can to get more people which shared the same dreams as I am. Well, but i'm happy that I got friends on youtube wanted to sing duet with me. Two girls. ^_^

Well, i need to cheer up myself a little bit. Haha...that's why I need to sing to myself or maybe record myself. I need practice more on my vocals and also improving my song writing. Erm...i really need to continue composing songs, since is a great time to get it. I will compose my songs during my free time. it's quite hard to compose a song when you really need to know what to write. I guess I just need to wait for the next chance that i can get. Hope there is camp rock next year so that i can just join the contest again.

Okay, don't be sad anymore. Guess what, I meet Daniel today, he is always the one calling me the singer. Haha....he is Abigail's friend. I grab his songs from his pendrive. Haha...as usual is Camp Rock's song. This is me by Demi Lovato accoustic version. Cool huh...i love Demi Lovato she is so cool.





















Demi and Joe...my favourite Camp Rock characters.

Anyways, I went to CF today. I had a lot of fun in CF. Wen Joe, Shim Rong, Dora and Jemica are there with me. Ms. Melanie gave us a message about "Why are we here in MCKL?" She asked each of us about it. I answered that I'm here to study and also get to know more friends. She said we are here because it is God's plan and not by accident. She read to us three verses from 1 Chorintians 3, 2 timothy 4: 7-8 and 2 timothy 4: 1-5. And she even gave us this touching poem.

Here it is:

The Bridge Builder

An old man, going a lone highway,
Came at the evening, cold and gray,
To chasm, vast and deep and wide,
Through which was flowing a sullen tide.
The old man crossed in the twilight dim,
The sullen stream had no fears for him;
But he turned when safe on the other side
And built a bridge to span the tide.

"Old man," said a fellow pilgrim near,
"You are wasting strength with building here;
Your journey will end with the ending day ;
You never again must pass this way;
You have crossed the chasm, deep and wide-
Why build you at the eventide?"

The builder lifted his old gray head:
"Good friend, in the path I path I have come," he said,
"The followeth after me today
A youth whose feet must pass this way.
This chasm that has been naught to me
To that fair-haired youth may pitfall be.
He, too, must cross in the twilight dim;
Good friend , i am building a bridge for him."

I try my best to help everyone that are in need. That's why I can't wait to get my moral project started because is helping out the special needs children. I really wanna get start. And I want to help my friends by buying their key chains that they are selling for the charity and for the orphanage. I just love helping people. I dunno is like a natural part of me. I thank God for that.

Finally my presentation is over. haha...^_^

At first, I was really scared of talking in front of the class because i have to talk and explain at the same time. It is though for me as it was the first time talking in front of my friends. It is actually quite scary because I need to give as much eye-contact to my friends who were listening. I kept on telling my friends Charis, Alesa, Dora, Rachel Tee, Rachel Wong, Jemica and Rachel Dass that I'm so scared that I don't have a confidence to talk as I don't want to get low marks for my assignments or else I will be seriously in trouble. Haha...today after my presentation was over I gave a loud phew...while wiping away my sweat from my head. I managed to answer the questions that my friends' asked. I'm just so happy about that. All of them were having fun during the activities that I suggested to play and they have to act like they are two year olds. So cute....

Well...besides that we have a surprise birthday party for Mohana and Foo. Mark (Mohana's bf) came in with the chocolate banana cake from secret receipe. So sweet....
As usual we would sing a birthday song to them. They said thank you and they cut the cake and shared it out to each other. The cake was super delicious but i still prefer secret receipe's Chocolate Indulgence. that is like my favourite cake among all.

A silly poem....


Cake oh...cake....
I just love to eat sweet things,
I'm just like a kid,
Pulling my dad's sleeve and presuade him to buy it.

I'm such a kid,
Who just love eating,
That's why i'm called Alam Flora,
Which stands for ,
The eating queen,
Because of that ,
I gained a lot of weight,
I need to do more exercise now,
but sadly I had a sprained ankle now,
*sighs* What a accident prone am I.

Who am I ?

Can anyone tell me who am I?
I just dunno what I am.
All that I know that I'm just a girl which is childish,
And who loves to sing, act, dance and writing stories,
Always hoping that my dreams come true.

Who am I?
What kind of person I am?
Am I a bad friend that you can't trust? or
Am I a friend that you can depend on or trust?

Who am I?
I'm always singing the song This is Me by Demi Lovato
But why I'm just a ordinary girl who is always dreaming,
And when is my dream going to come true?

Who am I?
Did I ever break any of your hearts before?
If I did, I just want to say that I'm really sorry,
I didn't mean to,
Sometimes I did felt rejected,
It just like I feel like couldn't just fit in,
I always wanted to fit in with different kinds of people,
Because I love making new friends.

Who am I?
Should I change myself or should I not?
Oh should I stick to my old self?
Please tell me.

This is real, this is me,
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now,
Gonna let the light, shine on me,
Now I found who I am ,
There's no way to hold it in,
No more hiding who I wanna be,
This is me.

Should i continue singing this song or should I not?